Sometimes its hard

Wow, I could write for days and days about the months and months that I waited to get this house....but all in God's timing right?? Right?? And I could bitch and complain about my mortgage guy and the banks and everything that seemed to go wrong...but its honestly not worth it.
Sometimes it's hard to be patient.
Sometimes it's hard to believe that everything happens for a reason.
Sometimes it's hard to let go and move forward.
Sometimes it's hard to go with your gut and not listen to others.
Sometimes it's hard to know that you are doing the right thing even if it is so painfully hard to do.

Sometimes it's hard to make decisions by yourself.

Sometimes it's just hard to be by yourself.

Sometimes it's hard to understand how you even got to this place.

Sometimes it's hard to not let the bitterness and anger take over your life.

And sometimes it's hard to put your trust in GOD and know that He is leading you in the right direction and that He will provide for you, care for you, and never forsake you.
And once you can do that life gets a little bit easier every day.

And who knows...you might just end up with a beautiful house (or at least one you can make beautiful!)